bartending school…

is so much fun.

i have so much to memorize lskdgjDSGsdac mksdg.

FULL UPDATE ON MY LIFE SOON TO COME.

along with a much needed rant about some shit that i need to get off of my chest.

im drunk

i went out for pizza with my only friend here in l.a

and i drank a loottttt

i came home to a bunch of hate in my inbox. fuckkk you, whoever the fuuuck you are.

ugh!

i feel myself about to have one of those moments/days

where i don’t really want to talk to anyone.

i just want to be momentarily unattached from everyone and everything. i just want to read a book or write in a notebook. any thoughts, stories, weird anecdotes that might come to mind. i know it’s because i’m PMSing (tmi) but i feel all overwhelmed and impatient with all the things that i want to accomplish.

i have a feeling i might start to rant so im going to place this under a ‘read more’

Read More

three subway cookies and some new nail polish later, i feel better.

thanks to lisa for recommending cookies and blake for the nail polish, haha. best ever.

a little about my future plans -

i felt like talking about it on here would make me feel a little less stressed out about it!

Read More


i’ve had a good morning so far! i woke up… somewhat early. after being a fucking grouch all night, haha. anyway! i watched puss in boots with the lil bro! then i cleaned my room. i always have to clean my room. it’s ridiculous. i started laundry! then i went out to lunch with my family! then we went shopping. my brother held my hand most of the morning and i loved it! i also got a cute, cheap pair of flats from wally world! (walmart) stoked!

yep, showing off my kurt halsey tattoo on my ankle that no one ever sees! also a little bit of my kurt halsey angel tattoo on my arm. everyone always sees that though! i also had coffee… eeep.

:]

is it possible for every conversation to be better than the last? because i swear that they are. i don’t think anything in my life has ever fallen into place as easily, unexpectedly and wonderfully as this.

finally came up with a game plan for moving back to san diego!

sooo ready to get my life moving. i’ve been at a stand still for so long, and i think i finally hit that brick wall. i don’t want to be where i’m at right now, so i’m going to change it. i have an awesome fucking family that supports everything i do, i have the world’s best group of friends… so what’s holding me back? oh yeah, myself. so i’m going to stop. :3

i just need to wake up and breathe san diego air because that’s where i belong.

lol. so.

i have an array of things i need to get done tonight. only one of which, i’ve actually accomplished… and that was painting my nails. i still need to do laundry. pack up all my clothes. take a shower. clean my room because it’s a disaster. i’m leaving for work in under an hour. i’m going out with tiffany after work, so i’ll have to rush and do all of this around 9oclock.

i got caught up this morning watching court t.v with my dad. an older woman and her boyfriend wanted to sue a man because the PUPPY clothes she had bought from his store caused EMOTIONAL DAMAGE to the puppies. yeah. she fucking went there.

best friend texts.

me: GET OUTTTA MAHHHH DREAMMMZZZ

val: AND INTO MAH CAR!!

REASON 903486349683946 why i love her.


Theme Urban, by Max davis.